I wish I never liked you.
Because I can’t get you off my mind.
I’m in a psychosis
Bewitched with hocus pocus.
It’s a bad record laced with scratches
That’s on rewind, rewind, re, re, re, rewind.
I was sure my thinking was clear
Until the ecstasy disappeared.
Then I saw you for who you were
Yet so many qualities I wanted to learn.
Visions of you by my side
With your arm looped in mine.
Maybe we could work
Until my spirit begin to jerk.
I awoke from a fantasy
One so cleverly crafted.
It’s an urgent alert!
Truth is I’m lonely.
My flesh longs to be held
Feel the embrace of your lustful (oops I mean loving) hands.
You’re no ug mug, but you’ll do.
Why wait for love?
When I can have you.
Sounds truly spoken like a fool.
Love, lust, and hate
All fighting for first place.
Which one will take the cake?
Maybe love because I want the real thing
Beyond temporal, but everlasting.
Maybe lust because for it my flesh aches
And I’m tired of the wait.
Maybe hate because you disrupted my norm
Now, I’m the perfect storm.
Heavy rain is falling
I’m spinning out of control.
No matter how tempting the thought of us together is
You and I can never be.
This was just a hot and heavy rise
If I cave in, it will lead to my demise
Off into the sunset I go
My heart belongs to another one.